Wonderland(:

I don’t understand things sometimes. Well, most of the time. But the one thing I don’t understand is why when things go badly they just end. I just wish that things wouldn’t have gone the way they did, I wish that I wouldn’t miss you, I wish I could just talk to you and start over. I wish that I could just laugh at random stuff with you, I wish I could just be your best friend again. The one you’d always come to for advice, the one who never judged you. Why can’t I be that person anymore? I have changed, but not like you. I wish for the old you to come back. I want you to just be the fun, happy, bouncy off the wall, you. I just wish you would grow up so we could just start over, or just pick up where we left off as friends. … Things I just don’t understand. I just want to sit alone and cry.